Today.
Almost didn't wake up, could feel it.

Today, was the longest time I have been unconscious and it is terrifying.
I admit.

It felt longer than 30 seconds and I knew I was somewhere else before coming back to conscious.

If it was previously, I wouldn't be so afraid.
But now I am, because I know I have more to lose..
And I'm afraid of losing.
I feel heartbroken for the people who will lose me.

Promised that I will go for check up no matter how tough it might be.
Will give you my word.

Because, I am afraid that I won't be able to spend the rest of my life with you like how I promised.